luck.

somehow, i got unlucky lately.
i dont know, but really, really unlucky.

classes so far so good.
but im not sure bout this certain subject.
whether to take it or not and what to replace it with.
and assignment groups, assignments and some other stuff.
yeah, assignment on the 3rd day.
oh, of cuz, its a short sem.

i got sakit tekak...
very uncomfortable.

my result!

i got my result 2day...
so... how do i feel bout it eh...
happy..!!! cuz it is wayy better than my results b4 which really sucked.
and who cares if the subjects were easy or whatever, the point is im happy.
and now talk bout maintaning similar result for the next sems. uh huh.

huh?

still waiting for my result yg lame tul nk kuar...
takut gak nk tau...
but nape tah cam lmbt semcm je kuar...

im missing the rendang already.....
i have this disease, named 'cant-stop-eating'.
and im worried. that i might getting fat. eh fatter.
but i just can't stop.
and im a pedas-freak n chicken freak.
now its petang, and im hungry.
gotta go to kitchen n find food.
after this ofcuz.


sakit kepala...


i don't want to be label as hypocrite by anyone...
but i think i am hypocrite anyway, like when i really don't like some ppl, but what to do, they are the one you will meet anyway, meaning u cant avoid them and had to be nice to them to survive. and because im too kind.. hehe. i dont want to make enemies of course. sure, ive tried to like them, but i just can't, no matter how hard i tried. reasons being their attitude, which annoys the hell outta me. maybe we just cant click. im not saying im that nice either, but at least im considerate enough bout their feelings, not like them, insensitive n didn't make any effort. sure, they can be fun at times, n sometimes im cruel too, but, being a kind person i am,(XD) im hoping for things to get better.
oh, maybe some ppl think im palsu or what, but pics of me and ppl i dont like that i put on didnt mean i wanted to show my love for them or nething, which i clearly never thought of it. i just put it simply cuz i think i look good in it and i like my outfit or whatever. its just pics anyway, didnt mean anything, the only thing i care is me in the pic looking good. im even willing to put pics of me with lisdawati just bcuz i look hot. heh.


peace

raya

hey... im writing again.


last week we went to kampung to celebrate raya...
was quite fun, but ate too much.
yelah, gi umh org je kene mkn. as a result, berat bdn brtmbh..
at nite we watch tv 2gether ramai2, biaselah.
and at kampung mase siang panas sgt, at night sgt lah sejukk..
sampai xcukup selimut lg... sian yg xde selimut tu XD.
oh, of course, happiness didnt last.
at 3+ am, somehow, mom terjatuh tangga while on d way to go to toilet..
it was quite terrible actually, she was in pain and stuff.
and me, being a kaki tido, xprasan eventhough i slept next to her(dad slept somewhere else).
next morning, hari raya ke2, we all kesian ngn die, dahla xdpt jalan... kene guna tongkat... and of course, we all gotta go home quick... to send mom to hospital for check up. b4 going home, sempatla gak singgah 2 places...
sian mama...
then went back to s.a, gi hospital, for an xray.
and we waited 2 hours! for the xray amn.. gi beraya la kot.
and, sib baik, her legs and head xde pape.
and guess what? we all had to buat semua keja rumah ourselves...haha..pdn muke kami.
a lot had to be done.and i mean a lot.
oh, and fast food for the whole week.(saya x pass sgt lg memasak.)
sounds like heaven to my younger bro, sure.
but, sakit2 my mom pun, nk gak wat kerje cuz according to her, kami lgsg xbley hrp. (hehe..)
alhamdulillah, she's getting better now.
she can walk, but not completely recover.
but still buat keje cam biase jgk.
oh of coz i help her too.


so far i only met few of my friends...
ramai lg xjmpe lg, esp Sab... miss her so much...
my friends yg ade final, gd luck ya all...



neway, few days ago i found out that Death Note the movies will be aired in Msia next week!
i am soo gonna watch it!
and now waiting for my results...
class starts next week....
no.......

2 more days to raya!

ah! its the 2nd last day for puasa!
and today has been a busy day for me.
mom and i make rendang, kuah kacang, nasi impit,pulut. neway yesterday we made choc chip cookies, 4got to mention.
man how i was craving for those yummylicious raya food.
2morow we'll make lontong pulak.
buka je, trus grab all the yummylicious food.
then i felt guilty. pnt2 je pose, berat naik blk??
i really need to control myself.
ok thats impossible.

happy bday mama

wow... it has been a while..
ok, a long time...
as usual, i was lazy to write.. hehe.
yesterday was mama's birthday..
and as usual i was the bday planner...
bought cards and cake from secret recipe, mama's fav.
and i planned for us to have dinner/buka at Dome,
cuz mama was craving for its fish n chip,
n to let her have a day off from cooking,
n cuz dah lame x eat out.
so we made reservation.
then at nite we celebrated the old fashion fam bday celebration,
haha.
oh, ive been watching this 'impian illyana'.
b4 anyone laugh at me, it is quite an interesting show,
with all the logic problem faced by the girl..................................................................................................................................................................... ok2. i watch it cuz of ashraf muslim. XD

ah, raya's coming!
nasib baik dah beli baju raya. no last minute shop. yeah.

holiday = sleep + eat + shopping !!

woohooo !!!
today is the start of the midterm break!!
last week has been hard. penat tau.
so, yeahs..!!
i better start planning for my special limited holiday now, or else gonna regret it big time.
hmm, since i cant go to italy/france/japan/all over the world for this holiday, i might as well spend it at...home. yeah where else..? duh.. (..ignore me..)
so my first mission for this precious week is... shopping!!
hell yeah!! duh!! its the sale season now..!!
is it fate..?? midterm break + sale = shopping heaven week. XD. chotto. um, if its fate, then its quite cruel.. well, im broke!! bcos my freakin damn RM700(approx.) has been stolen by some freakin damn thief! F him/her/them.
oh well, might as well mintak from someone... *hint=a parent.*(lol)
so, shopping is a must!
so im gonna called up some of ma friends!
o wait, can they even stand me shopping?
haha, dun care!
o wait, other universities not having the same holiday as mine...
so how?
its ok, try je lah find anyone..!
anyone can be my shopping date? ;}

the limited sleeping time again...

i just finished doin my English assignment thing...
at last...
dh la semlm tdo skjp je, sume psl ni gak.
ah... gonna sleep for a short time again....
anyway just now, well, lame skit tadi, at 9 pm, guess who was on Thursday Night Live??
Azlan Iskandar! the hot squash player... loll...
he is hot.... and his speaking... O__O
a hottie with good english.. well DUH...
why talk bout his speaking... thats like obvious...
the slang and all that... i mean... duh..
england's like his second home(tah,main ckp je)..of course he's good at it...
good looking too... he's a hottie, why mention good looking again, isnt that already understood..??
WHATtHEHELL am i talking/melalut/merepek now....
probably bcoz of the lack of sleep...
ok gonna sleep....
summary, Azlan is a hottie.
XD

weee

there was some prob.
my latest entries kept disapearing.
well i fixed it, now its fine. ok, my bro fixed it. XD
class was boring.
ate nasi kerabu for lunch. yum.
now waiting for dinner.
what else eh?
ahah! My Boss My Hero softsub was release! yay
i couldnt wait to watch it.
neway, my bro switched to uniten.
somehow im jealous cuz the campus seems better than mine.
no! i wont think that way. *mine's better mine's better*
ok. that's all i guess.
jya.

Bon appetit!

went to sushi king with alia and lan.
ate sushi of course.
anyway there was this hot italian guy next to two girls besides me.
he was so cute!
actually the girl besides me asked him something, and the hot guy asked us (including me, cuz he made eye contact with me too *drool* lol) where do we live.
and so we all talked a bit.
he was so cute!
oh, we even exchanged emails, lolll
he's 21.
he was so cute!
alan tried to speak italian to him. failed miserably. of course we ignored him.
i couldnt even swallowed the sushis properly.
he was so cute!
i should stop now. lol

kisah aiman

lol, i watched AF just now.
i think the most funny scene was kisah aiman, lolll
lotter's mimick of adlin was hilarious too haha
too bad he's out.

watched jay leno too,
the quiz thing was funny as hell.
answ: 'absolute zero'. question: 'bush-"whats my approval rating?"'
lollllllllllll

i watch too much tv.

lolol

so jurgen klinsmann quits as coach huh? maa its a pity... i was hopping to see him with
germany at euro2008... lol, i just realized ive becoming this football freak..
gotta sleep early... 2morow class at 8am aGAIN..

zidane vs italy

oh... the last two days were exhausting...packed as usual...classes at 8 am...not enough sleep especially on monday cuz after world cup i didnt sleep.

oh yes.
the world cup.
so france lost the cup.
to italy.
oh well, eventhough i thought france was better, but italy won,and it sucks cuz it was decided on penalty shoot-outs which i think it was a 50-50 chance and depends on luck, especially since Trezeguet missed it accidentaly, thus italy won. ok, i was sad and pissed off a bit... especially by the infamous zidane incident. yeah we all know that. i was shocked that zidane head-butted the italian dude. pity it was his last game, and from what i learned he was provoked hard, but, honestly i think he ended the game in style. lol. well i dunno if he was right or wrong or whatever, i still luv him, if materazzi really insulted zidane's family or whatever, he really should be headbutted by zidane. zidane should've shot him.ok2 just stamp on him. ok2 he shouldnt reacted that way, should just ignore, after the game then he can
headbutt-strangle-shot-stamp that materazzi. whatever it is, zidane is my hero.
man, the headbutt incident is the most talked about, even most viewed on utube, more famous than the team that won the cup. lol. i bet some already forgot who won. ok2 i'll stop, my bro happened to support italy, hehe.

final match 2nite!

yes!
germany won last nite.
thats good ne?
at last got to see oliver kahn play.
miss him a lot.

tonite!!
final match!!
france vs italy.

of course i support FRANCE!!!
go les bleus!!
zidane!! go zizou!!
ive always a fan of yours!!
ur final match...let it be a bomb..!!

world cup

GERMANY i've always a big fan Germany. Michael Ballack <3 !! It has always been my fav. since long time ago. i was Jürgen Klinsmann's fan too! and still am! heck i love him! and he as the coach, more love!! i just love the way he coaches, the way he's happy,jumping up and down,lol, makes us happy too! he's cute! even at 41. haha and of cuz, michael ballack! my love. quarter final and so germany lost to italy 2-0. i was so frustrated as hell. ok,italy was better. cuz ballack wasn't that outstanding that nite. damn. what amazed me was it had just like 2 minutes b4 penalty shoot outs. damn the italians were quick to score. and i dont want to hate them. BUT... urgh. poor ballack. i was the only one in the room supporting germany. lagi lah bengang. haha oh well, Klinsmann proves he can lead a young team, it was an excelent acomplishment. heck, i sound like a pengulas sukan. lol. tonite's the 3rd place match, gotta support this team! when england vs portugal, i supported both team, but during the match i just had to choose and i chose portugal. well, portugal won, i was happy, but now i seemed to regret it. CHRISTIANO RONALDO! the world's no 1 faker. urgh. i was disgusted and still am. i cant believe that i used to like him. on that match. just that once. yuck.

16.6.2006

i wrote the 16/6 entry somewhere else...cuz the internet had a prob that day... then i forgot to put this here, n i put it...now. hehe 16/6 6.28 a.m yay england won just now!~ 2-0!! sugoii desu ne... well not really cuz they were freakin slow to score... man i was impatient and practically pulling my hair and screaming like a mad woman...amazing how dad & others can still stand me there.. oh well... hmm..ive been lazy updating this thing... so heres some highlights whats been happening recently... TV last week, dad went into tv shop.browse around,looking at tvs.and tada bought new plasma tv.next day, the tv arrived.why suddenly bought new tv?well.because.world cup.LOL~the day the tv arrived,n on that night the opening match started.and so we all enjoy the game. MY ROOM i was sitting peacefully in the room while online, and suddenly i saw what i despise, gross at and feared the most at the ceiling.cicak.the freakin stupid cicak.ok. i didnt freak out.i retreated from the room slowly, leave the door,window open hoping it would go away.couple of hours later i returned.hm dah xde dh, i thought.so i was pulling the langsir, and suddenly that THING appeared dkt langsir tu kt siling tu. yeah i freaked out.i looked back,it dissapeared,and guess where? on the floor. on the freakin FLOOR. inches away from me. i freaked out Big Time.PLUS it was like heading towards me. stupid cicak! so i walk away downstairs.ok i ran.ok2 i ran while screaming.hours later i took my laptop and slept in my bro's room whos away at matriks. LoL.so yeah its been couple of days ive been sleeping there. lol.i can't handle a freakin cicak. let alone a freakin FLOOR-crawlin cicak. ewwwww....~! WORLD CUP well2 now we're having football fever eh? i am interested in the world cup. heck, dunno why. i mean, my girlfriends will go 'what?huh?' lol..i mean...hello..its THE world cup, once 4 years. lol ok2 whatever.i am supporting lots of teams. my fav so far r germany, france, england, portugal, japan(Yamapi LOL)... em ade lg ke... quite byk... lol... its fun watching it... fun and tension as well... 1st round for japan was dissapointing... japan vs australia... defeated,3-1?? lol, but its funny how during the game the japanese takes turn tergolek each n every time...loll australia kasar,but japanese too polite. australia: im gonna tackle ujapan: hait. douzo2.australia: im gonna kick ur assjapan: hait. douzo2.so yeah, the japanese ARE polite people.it proves. LOL.

muaz went to matriks!

Domo! Yesterday was fun! We celebrated mother's day and faidz's bday last night... New york cheese cake! Guess it was mom's strategy to jimat the cake since eating it once can cepat muak.. Ah, apparently shafiq(other bro) did come home after all. Then we did the usual stuff..taking pics, vid and sang bday song (haha) .. At the end,i did something! Muaz as the camera-man,i was as the reporter, interviewed faidz n mom with silly questions! Kecoh gile! And it was hilarious! Even my dad joined in! haha.. After that, faidz suddenly gave mom this small bag, and its a present for her! Guess wut? Mawi's latest album! LOLLLLLL The songs are all nasyid-like! LOLLL (i think so la,havent heard it.WELL,u can know it by looking at the song list ne..) Today i woke up at 4 am! Wow... haha... cuz had to study! Erm just 1 topic, for a while only, then continued sleeping LOL. So much for new determination.... Then woke up at 10 something, and eat breakfast. Everyone was bz packing (Muaz's going to matriks N9), i was enjoying breakfast peacefully alone. It was almost 12, so they get ready to go... I dont know whether he's sad or what, cuz Muaz has an expressionless face.haha. Of course he's sad, ne? Daijoubu ne muaz... Ganbatte ne? And so they all went... And i was left alone... Studying, of course. Sleeping too of course. Browsing for yamaPi too of course. When will this P-fever ever end?? Guess no ne? Now, i still have time to update this thing when i should study! 1 more day left.... Ok2, im gonna continue studying.... ja ja ja~

mother's day!

doumo... ! today is mother's day! i love u mama! but unfortunately, today they seem really busy,cuz my lil bro is going to matriks tomorrow! i will surely miss my lil bro,he has never been apart from us... i mean NEVER... the spoiled brat in the family... mom said to us not to buy anything special, cuz i should be bz studying, older bro's not home and lil bro is going 2moro and she'll be bz 2day. also cuz we haven't celebrate my eldest bro's bday, so gonna celebrate 2day with the cake combine the 2 occasions... but i gave her a card and kisses! hehe.. yesterday i slept early, which is weird... i normally slept late,not cuz of studying...cuz of the internet addiction...(more like kurosagi addict..) god i need to be studying hard by now.... need to get Pi off my mind for a few weeks... 1st paper is on wednesday... 9.00 AM... gtg now...study econs.... gambatte ne~! ja..

yamapi is STILL on my mind.. ;sigh;

i woke up not that late, still considered early hehe... then ate breakfast, mom's roti canai nyum nyum... after that went to secret recipe teman alia buy cake for her sis's bday... then lepak at alia's with alan n fara... we played ps... (kingdom hearts 2). hahah... kejap je, then went home for lunch... pstu time tea mkn goreng pisang... brother arrived home from johor and we all ate together gether as happy family that lives happily ever after- not. shortly pastu i gado ngn muaz,my lil bro...then the whole house kecoh. so much for happy family. well itu ialah rutin harian... then, naik ats, tgk my download dh abis, then tgk jelah... its a new jdorama Kurosagi. (why do i even bother to dl? well,YamaPi is in it!duh!) kurosagi. "If you have a suspender fetish, then brace yourself for the opening scene. If you have a suspender AND yamapi fetish... then god help you." LOL. i picked it frm d-addicts.. yup, i saw the opening and GOD HELP ME. hahahah.... i was shocked, almost faint,but cant cuz need to watch it 1st,then can faint. haha. he's still cute as hell... he has black hair..luv it!he acts serious,a bit akira was still there..its quite good for its 1st ep... oh, the hero saves girl, stare-into-eyes scene... it was soo cheesy but cute n i luv it! haha... i'll wait for ep 2... in the meantime....wait.i have a looottt of assignments and final is coming up and i still have time drooling over yamapi and his drama? yes i have.oh man i seriously need help. assignments- finance. mgmnt acc. econs. far. .damn. meera SHOCK. ja.

pc fair?

seishun amigo is still playing in my head.. cant get over YamaPi's sexy voice... i luv his voice... and his dancing is so hot... he really knows how to moves... enough already. lol.

went to pc fair yesterday with muaz and dad, at klcc.at first kecoh r, nk kuar cpt kul 9 camtu,cuz takut jam and all...tp kuar umah kul 10 somthin... ckp je lebey.. hahah...smpi2 aje, there a huge crowd outside... building tu open at 11...sib baik kitorg arrived at 10.50... haha kalo x duk ternganga tunggu kt lua tu...then we all msk,berhimpit2,sesak with all those ppl....we bought lots of stuff... speaker, mp3 player,video card, headphone, mouse and apetah,, weird lah shopping all this pc thingy..haha. but it seems like we were the only ones that actually buy something... i mean lots of them juz browsing around... malu la lak.hehe.

neway. we went home after that...
and later, i found out something rather pelik... my dad suddenly announced that he likes hoobastank. 'HUHH??" i guess the new speaker has somethin to do with it. hahaha.... he's enjoying more upbeat songs now...... but hoobastank?? hahah...with my brothers using the pc...now my house is blasting with sounds...not just sounds...plus the vibrations from the subwoofer..THAT i feel kinda annoying....cuz when i sleep at night i feel those vibrations...it irritates me a little.. oh well. biar lah.

ok need to sleep now... jane.

"Kon Kon' :P

nobuta wo produce-akira-yamapi

ive finished watching Nobuta wo Produce.... it was so good... i just love Akira(YamaPi) i mean who doesnt, rite? just love watching him being silly and the scene where he and Shuji demonstrate how to date to nobuta was just so freakin hilarious. and of cuz, his cute attitude of love: shuji- r u going to confess to her?then go to the zoo on a date or somethin? akira-well that too,but... wat i wanna do most is...should i say dis? marry her. OMG was that the cutess thing or wut???cute and funny! hahaha i might be insane now, but really, he is just too adorable..... !! kame is funny too! but too thin...cekeding tol mamat tuh... YamaPi?? i luv his face,cute,and his eyes,cuter..n his lips! god help me.perfectness... hotness.... nice bod he has now... years back he was so thin,anorexic-like hahah... now, h-o-t... he's the fattest johnny/japanese hottie i have ever seen! em not that he's fat, just saying that the other johnnys r too thin... someone needs to feed them with donuts and burgers and other fat.. especially ehem*kame*ehem .... back to YamaPi, i think he looks fine now,some dont like his not skinny nemore change,probably bcuz they all r so used of those skinny japanese guys. i mean really, lots of japanese guys r so skinny.n i heard YamaPi wants to go on diet, NO!!! well, maybe a bit, lol,juz to prevent from getting chubbier, cuz he likes food so much. n i heard he is building up a six pack *drool* yeah go go YamaPi, with that body,its a must. omg why the hell am i babbling bout his body? lol. cant stop, he's just so hot.

seishun amigo

omg YamaPi is so damn sexy!!! and HOT!! *drool*...

neway its nobuta wo produce's theme song, sang by kame n my yamapi.. hotness.

hana yori dango...?

i am soooo in luv with matsumoto jun... hes such a cutie... ive finished watching hana yori dango, the japanese version of metetor garden.funny n cute..check it out! im still not over it yet...eventhough its finished... i mean it only has 9 episodes! x puas siot... aargh matsujun ure mine!!
somehow i became this japanese freak...no no...matsujun freak... yeah... i even dragged my roomie into hyd... so she is just like me now..haha...
basically the story is about a poor girl stood up to this cocky powerful rich guys n the leader falls for her... yeah typical...but who cares...the girl is kawaii too ...matsujun's character is so adorable... he acts damn well...ok i admit at first i thought he wasnt that cute..then he became cuter...n irresistible..do i make any sense..??


argh! wut a hottie... :D

spm result is out 2day!

my bro went to school to get his result....
then he called us here at home...
guess what he gets???
8 A's! aaarrrrhhhhhhhhhhh...... damn he's higher an A than me... still higher than me... i mean, his trials weren't so great... argh. guess he does study after all. bah. and now i have nothing to pick on him with. how wonderful is dat???
but neway, congratz lil dude.. i mean seriously... i thought maybe u'd get 1 A maybe? haha juz kid,bro.
now its 1 something in the afternoon, nobody's at home. Gotta pick my bro from where ntah, now he's probably comparing results with friends i guess. miss the old days...well, when i got my result i was in national service in setiu...ahhh the sweet memory.....woi ape ni.Still haven't study yet. well, ade bukak2 a bit ... ok gotta study now..... after i pick up my bro.... and after i ate my lunch.... hehe.
till then.... sayonara

mid term is coming up...

yup, mid-term xm is coming up and im still sitting in front of this pc... damn y am i so lazy? ok ok i'll study 2nite... argh 2nite got dinner somemore.... after dinner lah kan... tp if ngantuk cmne.... no!!! must studyyy!!!! and the subject this wed is finance!!!!!!!!! gile..... xphm mende.... dhla the lecturer x kasi the formulas.... adeii... i am currently watching 'Heaven's Tree'... Damn what a wonderful, heart-fluttering love story... im a sucker for romance... hahahh..the guy's damn hot too.... em... hello what the hell am i doing, im suppose to study.... watch tv somemore....aiyo....

hello again...

ohmygod....
it has been a damn long time since i last updated my dear blog... hmm perhaps bcos ive been busy..? hell no... actually its just bcos of the 'malas' desease...

let me story a bit bout whats been happening in my oh-so-great life...

i browsed friendster n found my longg lost NS friends. yay!

Taza told me someone stole 900+ from her account, guess who stole it.... her close friend at uitm. yep,her 'friend' admit it herself.

i have classes on tues,wed n thurs. yup,byk cuti....but now i jarang dok hostel... yeah, the schedule is the reason... but still,i balik between the days also... ya know, my maid's gone back... so in the meantime, my mom buat all the housework... a house contains 6 of us.... so i kene balik to help her... plus, the house tgh renovate.... ngan workers die sume....n bros n dad not home.... i gotta teman her.... yeah, being the only girl... but then,, sian lak with Sya my luvly roomie sorg nih... yelah, dier sorg2 je dlm bilik.... kalo i, x thn dh.... adei... sorry sya.... relax eh....miss Fazz n Wanie gak....hangout ngn diorg sminggu skali jek....

i juz stayed at home the whole day....
got tons of tutorials to do....
urgh why o why didnt i do it earlier...i know y...cuz i juz wont do it...
ok gotta do it now.... tido pn lmbt la nih.......
nite2.....